When I first got online I fell in love with down loading! "The Free Kind of Downloads"! I must have down loaded and installed hundreds of programs. I have weeded out the flops, scams, spy ware and just plain old crap! Most of the time it is just trial and error. A person has to go through quite a bit of installing and just playing with the programs to see how you like them. There are allot of really good programs out there for free! Here are a few of the free programs that I really like. I keep a web page of free down loads here. http://thegate101.com/geek

Remember that fast car? (I killed it, long story short.) On the second day with no sleep I kinda thought that I could drive really good. I found empty parking lots to practice. “I must have been interesting to watch to say the least. By midnight, April 14th my birthday, my car was laying upside down at the bottom of a hill with one broken window, the one I broke with my elbow to get out. Smoke and steam from the engine were billowing up, it was eerie. I guess 80mph in a 15mph is just pushing it to much, “damn”, I was almost to the top! Went to the emergency room, found a ride at the top of the hill, by the lit up tower (a local land mark at the top of a very, very steep hill). The cops found me at the ER. I got to pick witch hospital to go to this time. I picked the one that I wasn't at before! Woke up in the hospital on my birthday, no biggie. More than two weeks this time. Long story for latter, To be continued.

At this point, the point before I tried my key in the door, all I probably needed were a few days sleep. I was feeling quite “normal”, only really tired. All I wanted to do was get some sleep. Yep..... the key wouldn't work! I want to get this straight rite off the bat. I am not a violent offender. I never have nor ever will hit my wife. I walked over to my moms to sleep on the couch. It was 2 days before my 36th birthday, no big thing. The stress of not being able to go home after being in the violent offender wing of the hospital for 14 or so days was just too much. I was not a violent offender, never have been. Try to get any one to listen to you when you are in the ward! It was frustrating! I had still managed to keep it mostly together, until I found out that I couldn't go home any way. Things kept mounting in tension and getting distorted. My truck was in need of repair. Instead of repairing it I went and bought a new fast car. Did I say fast. That felt good! It was all good! I asked my wife for some money to make my car payment. (I had it) She wouldn't give me any. I had left plenty of money in the book before I left! “She had her book too (plenty in here)”. That only left one thing for me to do, yep “I would with drawl my money”. I had a lot more than I remembered having! I was so mad at the wife. I gave half my money to the Salvation Army. It's all good remember. It's all good. Remember that fast car?